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[oiorpata]

I want you to be safe and take care of yourself, and right now that could mean needing help. This is supposed to be a mission based on teamwork, right? Hate to break it to you, but you're part of that team.

[morethan084]

hate to break it to you but its a little too late for 'safe'

[oiorpata]

I said I wanted you to be safe, not that you were. I'm not forgetting how in danger you are.

You're not the exception to getting assistance in jail.

[morethan084]

it was my choice

[oiorpata]

That doesn't negate my point.

You want to help other people? You have to make sure you're in a place to do it in the first place. That doesn't happen when you choose to shun basic necessities.

[morethan084]

ive been in worse spots and gotten out of them

ill figure it out

[oiorpata]

Don't tell me again that you'll figure it out without telling me how. I'm not talking about worse spots. I'm talking about this one.

I'm talking about you being evasive and thinking you don't deserve to fucking eat for some reason.

[morethan084]

[She could confide to Andy about everything that happened with Newt, but she won't. Instead, Daisy just stops replying all together.]

[oiorpata]

[ she gives it time, waiting to see if daisy will acknowledge or reply but the longer it goes with silence, the more concerned and frustrated andy grows. ]

[ and she's hurt, maybe. that's the most surprising part. ]

The least you could do is tell me to fuck off.

[morethan084]

[Daisy couldn't bring herself to say that to Andy, especially when she's coming from a good place. Daisy just doesn't feel as though she deserves her concern, so once again the message gets left on read.]

[oiorpata]

Fine. Keep telling yourself that no one actually cares, that you're not worthy, despite how many times they prove otherwise. You can ignore me to make yourself feel bad, but keep in mind you aren't the only one getting hurting by it.

From someone who's actually starved to death, whatever guilt you're feeling isn't worth it. Do better, Daisy. I know you can. You're smarter than this and you don't deserve whatever punishment you think you're inflicting on yourself.